that time

this is the one week out of the whole month that i HATE being a girl.... and u all know what i am talking about. i mean i woke up sick as shit and it was because of "it".... damn thing... i felt worse then if i was pregnant.. well i think, i've never been pregnant. but i mean i woke up crying i was so emotional. and that sux because i am already a VERY emotional person. and i have been doing so good on my diet and exercise and when the time is here i want chocolate so BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was in walmart literally grabbing anything chocolate off the shelf and throwing it in my buggy.... it was a great site.. u should have been there. my boyfriend's little sister's were with me and they were laughing at me.... yesterday at work i worked by myself and got the great tips, and today my best friend worked with me... it was slow and we both didn't feel good, so my boyfriend( manager of the resturaunt i work at) his mom is the owner.. family owned biz.... well he told me that he would take me home since it was slow, i be damned he said that and the tables started pouring in.... so i didn't leave as early as i wanted, but i made pretty good tips today too:) so i was happy, and i am almost finished with my 2,000 word essay due next week... so .. go me go me it's my birthday!!!... lol..... sorry i had to have a little huprah... lol.....well now i am being good and eating a yogurt... trying to stick a little to my diet while i am on this horrible damn it to hell period!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes i said it PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol....i told my friend about the 44.00 tip man and she said " i hope he comes in here when i am working" that would be awesome maybe he would double the tip!!! lol.... i was happy though for that and today. i was able to get Christmas shopping done for my honey and my baby sister.... im still not done, but it's a start.. i never think about what i want for Christmas, i always want to get everything for everyone on my list. i love buying things for other people, esp. during the Holidays:) wow i think this is the longest blog i ever wrote.... well i will stop it here for now.... we can only wait to see what tomorrow brings for the life of jenny gump:) lol....