why do the ones we love have to leave????

well today, as everyone can see was a great day for comments...lol.. im over it...

ne ways, i went to see my grandma today and i didn't realize how bad she getting.... i mean i know she is 85 years old, but y do the people we love have to suffer and leave us?? i know it's part of life, but i can't imagine my life without her....

she has been my rock, my protector, my mentor..... i came home tonight from her house and my boyfriend asked me what was wrong and i didn't say anything and he asked me how my grandma was and i lost it......

she was there when my parents got divorced, she was there when i moved out... whenever i needed someone she was there and now i am afraid that she won't be to much longer....

i knew that my grandma was getting old, but they are suppose to be always there, never gone......

sorry to be a sobber but i needed to get it all out....i just know that i am NEVER going to be prepared for this.....

well i hope everyone has a good night... i wil right more to my drama life tomorrow.....

jasminjake on
jasminjake
I have a grandma that is 92 and I know that I will loose her soon like you I dont know what I am going to do either. Like you she was always there. we might not have always gotten along but I love her so much. If you want to talk Im here.
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thanks i really appreciate that

 

Lastexit29 on
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that must be hard.  i know how it feels....my grandma is 75 and i saw her recently, she she has trouble walking and she also has glaucoma, and spinal problems...ahh it sucks.  i'm just glad to be able to see her and spend time with her.


eyecandy4042 on
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yea that is what my boyfriend told me ... he said that i needed to see her as much as i can
TheJoeD on
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It's hard, but everybody has to go. Remember what she taught you, and pass that on to your kids, grandkids, whomever. I think that's the greatest way to carry on someone's legacy.
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yea i agree but it is still hard to see her like that...
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