when u thought u knew someone....
well this week has sucked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my grandma is not doing good and i hate seeing her the way she is.....
u know that u have this person in your life, u become friends, u do everything together, and before u know it u come to realize that they aren't who u thought they were...... they are a completely different person, and u don't want to lose the friendship because it has been part of u for so long.... but then u feel like the friendship was a lie.....
i don't want to get into details, but i found out somethings this week that i never thought to be possible...
my point today is, keep ur friends, and tell them what u think about them even if it is going to hurt their feelings, because at least u told them and they didn't find it out from someone else....
Lol, I just blogged yesterday about friends and it dealt with the same issues and I found the stuff out this week. Its amazing how someone can make you think that they are one person but they are really another person. At the end of your blog you said to tell them what you think even if it is going to hurt their feelings and I completely agree. I have told her what I have felt and she said that she understood. I thought that she was the kind of person who would do the same but I found out otherwise. My so called friend just keeps pulling the same shit as always no matter what I tell her. She gave me her blog address and I don't think that she thought that I would actually read it but I did and I found out what kind of person she truely is and what she thinks about me. But then again maybe she gave it to me so that I can find out the truth without her having to tell me. Who knows?
I'm also sorry to hear about your grandmother. I know that its really hard. One thing to remember though is that you at least know that you can spend time with her as much as you can right now and tell her how you feel b/c you know how she is doing (if that makes any sense, I couldn't get the right words). My grandfather died a couple of years ago and it was so unexpected. He had a heart attack in his sleep and I never got to say goodbye or to tell him how I felt.
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