Hey everyone,

Wow it has been forever since i have been on here. A lot of crazy stuff has been going on in my life, and is now starting to settle down. I hope everyone had a great Christmas. I had the best Christmas ever!!!! I couldn't be happier.

I updated my photos, since they were up for updating.... LOL.... They are from Christmas Eve, and Christmas. Let me know what u think. Aight, well i am going to be on here for awhile if anyone wants to catch up. Hope to talk to u guys soon!!!!

Hey everyone.... been a long long time since i have been on here. Hope everyone is doing good. Been the usual crazy life with me but im good. I wanted to post this to my baby so if u want to read u can if not cool too:)

This has been a rough couple months and really bad this past week. I just want u to know that i love u with all my heart. I couldn't be without u. Im never going to leave u no matter what life throws our way. I knew from the first day i saw u when i started working at the Dairy Queen that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with u. No one has ever made me feel the way u have and do.

I love waking up to u every morning and falling asleep in ur arms everynight. I love it when u wake me up in the morning whispering "Good morning beautiful", or "Who know what i love about u baby?" U give me goosebumps all over everytime u kiss me the way u do.

I can't wait 'til the day we get married and start a family of our own. U are going to be an awesome husband and a wonderful dad. Because u already make the BEST boyfriend in the world. U have put up with so much from me, and i have givin u a lot of shit. But no matter what u have always been there by my side since day one. I love u so so so so much!!!!

U take care of me when im sick or having a bad day, and u help me with the shit i get myself into. I know u love that.... lol.... U even help me with my school work and stuff like that.

I just want u to know how much u mean to me baby and how thankful, and greatful i am to be able to call u my boyfriend:) I love u and i will forever and ever and ever:)

OMG !!!!!

it has been like forever since i have been on here. so much stuff has gone on with me. crazy stuff let me tell u.

well me and my man broke up for like 2 hours and we are back together. all my fault by the way but it's all good now.

hope u haven't all missed me to much....lol.... i know what i am going to go for in school. im going to get my nursing degree so watch out....lol....

well i will talk at u guys later.

HEY EVERYONE!!!

MISS ME??? MY INTERNET WAS MESSING UP SO I WASN'T ABLE TO GET ON HERE TO MUCH.....

I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT WEEKEND SO FAR... I KNOW I AM TIRED AS HELL....

NEXT WEEKEND IS GOING TO BE AWESOME THOUGH!!! GOING TO GO HANG OUT WITH A FRIEND OF MINE...

MY GRANDMA IS DOING WELL!!! SO I AM SYKED ABOUT THAT AND MY MAN GOT A NEW JOB AND STARTS NEXT WEEK!!!! SO THINGS LOOKING GOOD HERE...

WELL I THINK I AM ACTUALLY GO TO BED NOW SINCE IT'S ONLY ALMOST 4 IN THE MORNING...

CATCH YA'LL LATER...ZZZZZZZZ.......ZZZZZZZ......

hey everyone, what's up? it has been like FOREVER since i have been on here.

i have been busy with school, and work, so i am not always able to write about my life...lol... i did meet a totally cool person online though... she is awesome and has become my new best friend... so that is awesome...

my grandma is doing ok... we just have to take it one day at a time though...

o and get this my parents and sisters are on a cruise right now as i type, and im stuck here... o well they deserve it, they have spent a lot of time with my grandma....

well i will try to write more sooner then later...lol.... catch ya'll on the flip side...

well today was actually a good day.....

i saw my grandma and she seemed to be doing good. my step-mom said that my grandma is better in the afternoons then at night. at night she gets really depressed... so i went this afternoon and things were good... im sure right now she isn't, but......

my best friend has herself a new man... so i am very happy for her....

i started classes this week and they are going good so far.... so im happy about that....

well im out... i will catch up with u guys later....

well today was my first day back to classes.... i have one class at the high school i graduated at... it was weird going there, everything seemed to come back to me and things looked so different...

i am going to see my grandma tomorrow... i haven't heard anything from my dad, so i guess everything is ok.... for now...

i have been so out of it because i have been worrying about my grandma, and it seems like everytime i work by myself we get so busy at one time.... good tips though, so i guess i shouldn't complain...

well i am done for now, i will update the news tomorrow... see ya'

well the past couple of days have been crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my grandma is in a nursing home now so that has been very hard for me, therefore i am being a total....B**CH!!!!!!!!!!! and that is causing some arguements with me and my man!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i start classes again tomorrow, so maybe that will take my mind off somethings.... i don't know, but i hope....

well im out... try to get me some sleep.... later....

i am so glad it's friday..... i have one more day to work then i am off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o and get this.... it is suppose to freeze here in florida tonight.... i know right, it sux though because we have to run the water all night so our pipes don't bust..... crazy i know....

that's about all the excitment that happened here today... just worked my butt off today though.... i mean people coming in like crazy... good business though....

well i am out... got to get all the blankets out...

well today was pretty good... i worked like 3 hours and made 40.00 in tips... not to shabby.....

i can't wait til tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! me and my man will be together for 4 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are going out to eat and maybe a movie.... man i hope this is the year for us to get engaged..... i want to be with him for the rest of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well im off to bed.... c-ya

ha Happy New Years my butt.......

my night was crap... i went with my man to his best bud's house and it was a nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for starters his FIANCE was all over my man as ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!! and his friend has the nerve to tell me to give her a chance..... i have... 4 times and EVERY time she has been all over my man.... so yea that sucked....

today i just layed around and watched the movie "The 40 Year Old Virgin".... funny movie, i laughed my butt off!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well other then that i hope everyone had a good night..... well i do have some good news... ha, i know what ya'll were thinking lol.... i lost 5 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am off to warch some t.v.  adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well this week has sucked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my grandma is not doing good and i hate seeing her the way she is.....

u know that u have this person in your life, u become friends, u do everything together, and before u know it u come to realize that they aren't who u thought they were...... they are a completely different person, and u don't want to lose the friendship because it has been part of u for so long.... but then u feel like the friendship was a lie.....

i don't want to get into details, but i found out somethings this week that i never thought to be possible...

my point today is, keep ur friends, and tell them what u think about them even if it is going to hurt their feelings, because at least u told them and they didn't find it out from someone else....

well today was slow and took forever to get by... and now it is after 11 and i am so ready for bed!!!!!!!!!!

i have to tell u guys the funniest thing, well funny and sad i guess..... ok if u have read my blogs u will know that i made up a fake boy name and account on the messanger i use and on another blog site.... i have my reason and if u want to know why just email me i will gladly tell u....

n e ways... i have this girl talking to me and she totally thinks i am a guy.... i am trying to play it off, making up what i "look" like and what i am going to college for, i feel bad, but it's funny at the same time....

well im out... talk to u guys lata.....

well i hope everyone had a great Christmas.... i know i did.... i spent the time with my mom and step dad, my aunt and my 1 yr. old baby cousin... she is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!

i saw my best friend today!!!!!!!!!! she lives in Virginia so i only see her like once or twice a year... we went to the mall and just hung out....

man i am so tired though.... i have to work tomorrow... so hopefully it will be a good day....

well im out, catch ya'll tomorrow....

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone.....

tonight was great... we went to my man's grandma's for Christmas stuff, and then i went to my dad's.... i got some really nice stuff... tomorrow i am going to my mom's, so i won't be on here tomorrow.... so don't be to upset...lol....

well i am off to bed. i hope everyone has a nice and safe Christmas......

well, i gave my man his scrap book that i made for him... he LOVED it... he got me a new ring for Christmas, it is so pretty!!!! we did our Christmas tonight... we couldn't wait any longer...lol...

i finally finished wrapping presents... like 3 hours worth... well im off to bed... catch ya'll later....

today started out pretty crappy, but it turned out ok.... so here goes.....

ok, today was busy as crap at my work, everyone table was as nice as could be EXCEPT this one table of old farts, but i just killed them with kindness... which is VERY hard for me to do, but i did it.... so therefore tips were good, so i finished my Christmas shopping with my honey....

well i get an email from my best friend that lives in Virginia telling me to call her as soon as i got her email, well i called her cell and no one answered, so i called her mom's house, and her mom and dad live here about 10 minutes from my house, well she answers the phone!!!! my best friend is home for a week for Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she lived here near me and we went to high school together, but she moved away to go to college in Virginia.... so i see her maybe once a year...

so i am going to see her before she leaves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well im out, got to wrap some Christmas gifts.....

hey everyone!!! what's up??? not to much here, i hope everyone checked out my new pics.... my man is on there too:)

today was a steady day at work, not to much going on there.... im so glad that Christmas is coming soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finally get my ring my man got for me.....!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's not an engagement ring, but it is still beautiful and i am going to LOVE it!!!

well im off to bed.... i need to get all the beauty rest i can get...lol.... catch ya's lata.....

hey everyone, what's up? i have been on my computer for like 5 hours trying to update all my blog things and pictures.... i FINALLY have one of me and my man..... so check 'em out....

well i think this beats all the short blogs that i thought i wrote... i am off to bed... catch ya'll tomorrow.....

ok i have a question for all the guys on here... it is a crazy one but im still going to ask it ...

ok here goes, i am playing a prank online on someone i know and i need a picture of an actually guy..... if u want to know what it is all about send me a message.... i will give u the juicy details... lol... it's nothing bad or nasty..... i promise...

well other then that i cleaned my house today... it looks so much better....

my man was gone all day. he's home now but he is sleeping....

well just let me know about the picture guys... i will be on later tonight to check...

adios.....