well today was a wonderful saturday.... i got to sleep in, and i saw my mom and step dad and went to the mall... so that was totally awesome....

other then that i did absolutely NOTHING!!!! just the way i like it....

i know this is like the shortest blog i ever wrote..... but i am tired and i am going to catch some ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ's... i will write more tomorrow, another day off for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well it is FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! i am so happy.....!!!!!!!!!!!! i have the whole weekend off, and i did good in tips today.... so the day over all was good...

i didn't think to much about my grandma, because the more i think about it the more i get upset and there is nothing i can do... i talked to my sister about it though... so i don't know.....

i can't believe Christmas is only a week away!!!!!!!!!! i have all my gifts, i just have to wrap them all this weekend.... i am so happy, my boyfriend got me a ring with our birthstones for Christmas and it will be here next friday!!!!!!!!! i can't wait!!!!!! he is so sweet!!!!!

well that is about all... today was good but not really that exciting...

well i guess i am going to chill a little before i go to bed for my beauty rest, Lord knows i need it...lol.... my beauty doesn't come naturally... lol....

                                                                                              Cover Girl Baby!!!!!!

well today was just a blah day, all i could do was think about my grandma.... when i did that i cried, i haven't felt this helpless in a long long time.... i have always been able to take hold of a situation and make it my own, but this one i can't......

i called my mom and talked about everything, that made me feel better for a little while, but then i got upset again after awhile... my best friend told me today that her dad has like 3 months to live, so death or the thought of it happening soon is around us, and it is so close to Christmas.....

im at the point where i either want to eat and eat a lot or i don't want to eat anything.... im so out of it i don't know what to do.... i need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hardly slept a wink last night, i wish this was all a bad dream and that i would wake up soon and it would all be over and just a nightmare, but i am not going to wake up because it is reality.....

i guess my point to this blog is don't take what u have for granted. cherish the times u have with your friends and loved ones... i hope everyone has a nice night... be safe

well today, as everyone can see was a great day for comments...lol.. im over it...

ne ways, i went to see my grandma today and i didn't realize how bad she getting.... i mean i know she is 85 years old, but y do the people we love have to suffer and leave us?? i know it's part of life, but i can't imagine my life without her....

she has been my rock, my protector, my mentor..... i came home tonight from her house and my boyfriend asked me what was wrong and i didn't say anything and he asked me how my grandma was and i lost it......

she was there when my parents got divorced, she was there when i moved out... whenever i needed someone she was there and now i am afraid that she won't be to much longer....

i knew that my grandma was getting old, but they are suppose to be always there, never gone......

sorry to be a sobber but i needed to get it all out....i just know that i am NEVER going to be prepared for this.....

well i hope everyone has a good night... i wil right more to my drama life tomorrow.....

man, today was one of those days that i know i wasn't looking to cute, but i felt so sexy!!!!!!!!!!!.... and it is all because of my man..... he is so wonderful to me..... we had so much fun last night, and we went out to eat again tonight...

today was very slow at my work, so tips sucked but that's ok i guess.... i work by myself for the next 3 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... good for tips but i will be alone....

have u guys checked out my new pictures???? check 'em out, i am not sure when i am doing more.... soon hopefully.... i LOVE getting my picture taken, as if u guys can tell...lol.......

i don't know but after my friend took the pictures of me this weekend, i realized that i can look good, i felt so sexy taking those pictures, and when i look at them i am very pleased with them....well that is what i think, that's why i want u guys to tell me what u think so i don't keep making a fool of myself or if u think they are good, i will take some more..... well i am out of here.... catch u guys tomorrow....

hey peeps, what's up??? not to much here, just another monday... me and my man went out to Olive Garden for dinner, my FAVORITE place to eat, then we came home and had some fun...

i put a couple of new pictures on my blog so check 'em out and tell me what u think...

made pretty good tips today and got a little more Christmas shopping done, so it was a pretty good day.... hopefully tomorrow will be too...

 it is FINALLY getting cold here in Florida, two weeks til' Christmas and it is now starting to feel like winter...lol... well i am exhausted from my man... will write some more tomorrow.. check out my new pics....

well yesterday i got my hair cut and i am so mad!!!! she only really "trimmed" it and she charged me 35.00!!!! because she blowed dry it!!!! i was furious!!!! but im ok now, i will just never go to her again....

ne ways, i finished my man's scrapbook today:) it turned out really good!!!! my best friend did a really good job doing the pictures... i hope he likes it... im sure he will...

well i finshed Christmas shopping for my family today... i was so upset about spending that money on this crappy hair cut i didn't know if i was going to be able to get what i wanted for every body, but i did it!!! go me go me...lol....

i am going to put up the appropiate pictures on in my album today, as soon as i get them downloaded again... hope u guys like them... well i am out of here, i have to get to work a little earlier tomorrow because i left in a hurry yesterday and im sure everything is a mess.... talk to u guys tomorrw.. chow....

hey everyone,

well today was a boring day... the weather was so nasty here in Florida... rainy and windy and cold. we had like a total of 3 tables come in all day... i hope tomorrow is busier.... i need the money...lol....

well i have a question for all u bloggers... well u know that i am making my man a scrapbook for Christmas, i have an idea about what kind of pictures i want to take, but i want to know if u guys have any suggestions about what i should do or what i should or shouldn't wear, i want this to be a "little sexy" scrapbook... thanks for any input u guys can give me....

i looked on this girl that i use to go to school with site and got some ideas, but i want more options... thanks.. i will be waiting to read ur suggestions

today was a great day:) i had the day off, i slept in til like 1:00 and went to the mall:) my man came home woke me up and we watched a movie while i made us lunch.... then we picked up his sisters from school and went to target where i got another thing to put in his scrapbook for Christmas... he asked me what it was for and i told him that i just needed it... lol....

ok i saw this girl at target that i use to be like buddy buddy with, we went all over the place together and we worked together... well she became pregnant and her boyfriend was telling her that she had to have an abortion and she wanted to keep the baby.... well she asked me to talk to her man and i did and he really pissed me off about the whole thing....to make a long story short she had an abortion even though she had other options... and after that she really didn't talk to me because she knew that i was upset about her making that decission because her dumbass boyfriend didn't want what he helped her do....

well anyways i saw her at target and she looked right at me and she didn't say anything.. i mean NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought that was funny, but i was happy because me and my man were spending the day together:)

well then we went to the mall where i got the cutest shirt, pants and a hoodie at Aeropostale:) MY FAVORITE STORE!!!! then i got the new Carrie Underwood cd.... it was a blast.... then we went home and had some more "fun"...lol..

we got the coolest thing at radio shack, it's a remote control shark, it is so cool!!! afterwards we filled up the bath tub and played with it...

today was a good day!!! i love spending time with my man... we hardly ever get to do that, so today was worth it... i really missed being able to spend time like that with him..... well i will talk to u guys later... lata!!!

ok so i needed to get on the computer at work because my mom wanted me to order Trace Adkins tickets online because he is coming to the Strawberry Festival and i am going to see him!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok ne ways, i told my boyfriend's mom that i needed to get on the computer and she totally bit my head off..... see she has been "talking" to guys online and after 1 she is on the computer "talking" til like 5:30, yea sux!!! but ne ways she told me that i had to wait a minute because she had to delete stuff off of there before i could get on, and she is NEVER like that, she always lets me on without any question.... so she finally let me on and while i was on there for a whole 5 minutes... NOT 5 MINUTES???!!! lol,she literally pushed me to the side and slammed the door in my face because i needed to get on there for only a few minutes, give me a break..... she then starts tapping her fingers on the table to get my attention so i will get off and she can get back to her "talking".....

ok so she get's back on there and she leaves at about 6... me and my best friend get on there and the first website that pops up on the screen is this 8teenboy.com or something like that, so im like WTF is this crap... so i click on to be nosey and because i am curious to see what was all the excitement in the office today that kept her to anxious, well of course it was a total porn site, but get this....IT WAS A GAY SITE........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 GUYS GOING TOTALLY CRAZY AND DOING IT ON THIS SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NASTY NASTY NASTY!!!!!! i mean if u want to get freaky wait til u get home, not at work in the office... then her cell phone rings and she is on there for a long time and quiet so we can't hear anything.... i have no idea what went on in there, but i don't want to find out......

she acted funny all day anyway so i didn't say anything to her... yesterday she went to the mall with one of her "friends" and i also saw a lot of hotel sites on there as well, so im sure something happened with one of her "friends" that she wasn't to proud of since she is married and all.... yea some people tend to forget that the word MARRIAGE actually means something..... i don't know, i just thought that was funny..... i was laughing my butt off when i saw that...

tonight was my last night of English Comp 1, i made a B:( i wanted an A but a B is better then nothing. i am an over achiever at most things which really bugs me sometimes, but i do my best at whatever i do...

i posted some new pictures in my album, check em' out and tell me what u think........

well i am going to run, im off tomorrow!!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! catch ya on the flip side:)

well today i was telling my best friend about the pictures that i wanted her to help me take and do for my man's Christmas present. i told her that i wanted to put them in an album for him, and she suggested a scrapbook... totally cool idea... i love to do artsie things, and i use to scrapbook all the time, so i went to the Dollar Tree and i got the cutest scrapbook, then i went to walmart and got stickers and all kinds of stuff for it!!! i can't wait to start on it this weekend!!!! i got 3 weeks to do it.....

well i found the ring i truely want for Christmas, my man said that he is going to get it for me.... i told him that i wanted a new promise ring, since we have talked about us getting married and it is on hold for the time being.... yea even his friend is getting married in a few months and he thinks that it is a mistake....  every where we turn there is a couple we know that isn't doing good at all!!!! i told him that i don't want us to turn out like all of them and he told me we were NEVER going to be like that.... we will make it through and be together forever......

i am totally in love with him:) just talking about it makes me smile from ear to ear:) :) :) :) :) :) ......

im taking some more pictures tomorrow. so they should be on here tomorrow or wednesday...i might even put some of the ones i take on sunday on here, but they will be the good ones, not the ones for my man:) lol...

well i am about to cuddle with him now and watch a movie.. i will talk to u tomorrow..... tomorrow is the last night of class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!

til' then.... stay continued for the next chapter in the Life of Jenny Gump:)   lol

well today i slept in til noon, cleaned up my house and my sister and my mom came over for alittle while. we went to the dollar tree and walmart. i bought my cat and dog a Christmas stocking and i put their names on them with glitter glue... they are so cute....

i know i sound really crazy, but i actually bought stuff to put in their stockings:)

right now i am boiling chicken to make chicken veggie soup for dinner... i hardly ever have time to cook, so i thought i would today:)

i can't believe the day is almost gone...... i hate it only having one day off a week. money is good but it still sux!!!! my baby sister got baptized today and my lazy butt couldn't even get up this morning to go see her:( i tried but i was falling asleep on the toilet... yea i was and still am that tired....... and tomorrow starts another long week... oh well.....

me and my man are doing so so so so so so so GOOD!!!! i don't think things have been this good in a long time..... well ever since he went into the hospital i realized how much i took our relationship for granted....

well about 2 months ago he was having really bad pains in his stomach on his right side, well i thought it might be his appendix so he went to the ER and he ended up being in the hospital for a week!!! he has Chrons disease and the nurse said that he got to the hospital just in time.... so yea i was a little... yea right  A LOT freaked out... i didn't realize how bad that was and that he was lucky to be here with me of all people.

my best friend stayed with me the whole time he was gone, but ever since then we have been doing pretty good, and just recently we have been doing GREAT!!!!

so i guess what i am trying to say is, don't take what u have today for granted... u might not always have it as long as u think.....

just like Jamie, the 17 year old girl that passed away about a month ago. in my album i have a picture of her parking spot at the high school she attended... so i want to dedicate that picture and this blog to her family, friends ( my sister was and is still one of them ) and to everyone that came into contact with her. she is and always will be remembered and loved... i bought a sticker for my car today for her remembrance....

                                                                 TO JAMIE!!!!! and MY HONEY!!!!!!!!!

                                                                                     WE LOVE U!!!!

well i am beat!!!! i am so glad that this weekend is finally coming to a hault for me... tomorrow i have off!!!! tonight was super busy and we made 100.00 each in tips!!!! AWESOME!!!!!

i was glad that we did good, but i was about to fall to the ground and go to sleep about a hour before we went home....

it was our Christmas Stroll tonight... my friend Lee took some cute pictures of me today.. i am posting them on my blog tonight... so as usual check them out and tell me what u think...

well i am going to do some more Christmas shopping tomorrow. i am almost done i think.... when i know that i am pretty much done, i always want to buy more for the people i already got for....

i have the best idea for my man.... u know the picture of me on my home page? well i am going to have my friend take some more of me like that..."sexy" pictures....lol.... i am going to make an album for him along with some other things... he means so much to me....

i am always bugging him about us getting married and he is always so hestitant. i hate that, but we talked about it tonight and he helped me understand y he wants to wait.. here goes...

       see everyone and i do mean just about everyone we know is either breaking up or cheating on their significant others..... his aunt and uncle have been having problems, my mom and step dad, my sister and her boyfriend...( but they are back together now:) ) and his mom and dad.... he said that every time we turn around the past couple of months this has been going on in the family and with friends and he doesn't want to jinx us... i hate waiting but i thought that was sweet!!! he said that he didn't want to lose me!!!! that when we get married he wants it to be forever... not until we get tired of each other.... i love him so much, that is why i want to make a "special" photo album for him:)

                                             shhhshhhshhh!!!!! lol!!!!

well i am off to bed..... i am worn out... check out my new pictures.... talk to u later....

well i got home about 45 minutes ago from a 12 hour work day!!!! i am so so so tired!!! and i have to work tomorrow like i did today!!! i mean the tips were good, but i am going to be dragging tomorrow.... 

i got some cute pics from today... i am going to put them on my blog in a minute... im going to take some more tomorrow..... i have some others that my friend took today but i forgot to download them before i left work.... so they will be on here tomorrow.... i want to try to put some on here of my belly ring.. it is so cute!!!!

well now i am waiting for my blankets to get dry... it got cold here... when i looked it was 46 degrees and us floridians aren't use to that.... lol...

well i think i am off to bed.... i am so so so so so so so so soos os so so so sos os sos os  tired...lol... as u can see i can't even spell right now..... i will talk to u guys later....

today i finally got me a nose ring like the one i had. it took me a hour to get the other one i had in out of my nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought i was going to freakin' die!!!!! but now i am glad that i got the one i wanted in. and i finally got a new belly button ring:) i bought one from the place that i get my piercings from, they make their own jewelry there. it is so cute:)

i love my piercings but after the time i have had with my nose, i am DONE with all piercings. now i want to get a tattoo.... but i am scared to get one... one day though.....

so tomorrow and saturday are my 2 long days this week. i will work over 12 hours easily.... long days, but the money will be worth it:) in my small town we have the Christmas parade on friday and the Christmas Stroll on saturday so i got 2 Christmas shirts to wear and a santa hat... too cute i know:) lol...

my best friend works with me tomorrow!!!! i missed her.....

today when i went to get my body rings, i had the guy take the belly ring that i got it pierced with out and put the new one i bought today in... i had like 4 guys looking over me the whole time he was doing this.... weird and a little freaky.. i wonder if that was the most excitement they got all day???... lol...

well i think i am about to go to bed... like i mentioned i have a long couple of days ahead of me.... i may or may not update tomorrow depends on what time i get home.... don't miss me too much:) lol..... catch ya on the flip side!

hump day... lol.... as usual i put some new "sexy" pics of me on my blog... nothing revealing but check them out... let me know what u think...

i watched the new Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie last night.... SUCKED!!!!! i liked the orginal so much better... i love johnny depp, but this was awful!!! i was about to fall asleep after the first 30 minutes!!!!

my nose is so sore from these different rings:( i am so going to the place i got it pierced at tomorrow and getting one like i had before....

money money money weekend:) i can't wait!!!!! it will be good for my best friend that works with me.... her dad isn't doing to good, so if u guys could just say a little prayer for them, or at least give it a little thought... thanks:)

well i think i am going to change my colors on my blog... again... lol... not to much to say today.... catch ya'll lata!!!

i am so tired, i don't know how much more i can take before i get a day off!!!!!

oh well, i took my last test in my English Comp. 1 class tonight:)!!!!! only one more class then i am done!!!! yipee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i work tomorrow and thursday by myself:( i mean i get to keep the tips but i like having my best friend working with me too!!!!

today is my honey's birthday!!! we are about to watch the new Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...... has anyone seen it? did u like it? my sister loved it. i want to see it becasue Jonny Depp plays in it!!! i love him!!!!

well i guess i am going to go and watch the movie with my honey!!!! i will catch u guys later.....

                                                                           Happy 22nd Birthday Honey!!!

whad up my peeps? well today was one of those ok days... tips were good, but last night i woke up like around 4 a.m. and my nose ring was gone!!! which was odd, it never comes out.... so i wake up my boyfriend looking for it and it is no where to be found~

i go to wal-mart and buy like 6 different ones because i have never changed it, i always kept the one i got it pierced with in..... it was a NIGHTMARE trying to put one of them in. over night part of it had closed up and OMG!!!! i thought i was going to freakin' die!!!! it felt like it did when i got it pierced.....

well of course the one i FINALLY got in i didn't like, so i just changed it again and this time it was a little smoother then the last. i am going to to the place i get my piercings done to get another one like the one i lost... these are cute, but not like my other:(

tomorrow is my boyfriend't birthday..... today was my little sis's bday, well she isn't so little now:( she turned 18!!!!! watch out!! lol... she is a good girl..... i love her....

                                                                                   Happy 18th Birthday Lil' Sis!!!!!!!!!!!!

this weekend is going to be CRAZY!!! we are open from 11-9 on friday and saturday for the Christmas parade and Christmas stroll.... CRAZY!!! but AWESOME tips:) won't be complain n' about that, let me tell u....

tonight was GREAT!!! i haven't been able to spend "alone" time with my honey for a few days, so tonight was VERY NICE!!!!!! i really missed him......

well im out, check my photos i am going to update them now.... check em' out and let me know what u think.... catch ya'll tomorrow....

well today i get an email from the individuals that i talked about in my blog yesterday..... one of the ones that i got i found very amusing...lol....

"please don't talk about this on the site".... ha ha ha.... u brought me into your situation and i had no part, and then u don't want me to write about it? u messed with the wrong red head!!!!

if i affend anyone on here in any way, i am sorry, but i speak what is on my mind and i say what i think.... if u don't like it... don't read my blogs!!!! it's that simple...

but anyways, i just wanted to share that because i thought it was funny...today was a steady day at work, i made about 55.00 in tips... i can so use that!!! so that was good, and i went to Target!!! my favorite store in the universe.... well besides the mall...lol... tomorrow is my lil' sis bday.. she will be 18!!!! she is suppose to be a baby..... now she is growing up!!! and they do fast...lol....

i started to hear more Christmas music today!! i love it, but it is a little hard to find it that time of year because it is still like 75 degrees outside.... but i LOVE this time of year... i don't mind it at all.

i didn't do any exercises yesterday!!! ahhhhhh!!!! i got to make up for it tonight... well i will talk to u peeps tomorrow..... have a great monday!!!! 4 weeks til' Christmas!!!

i hope everyone enjoyed this chapter of the life of Jenny Gump!!! and if u didn't... well u know what u can do!!!! lol.....j/k

                    later alligator....