i just got up to clean my nose ring and i saw some stuffing from what i thought was a pillow on the ground. i then looked at my weiner dog. Too Low, and i knew he did something wrong. i had just gotten done folding clothes and i left the teddy bear that my boyfriend gave to me on our first valentine's day almost 4 years ago. he chewed through the nose and pulled the stuffing out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so upset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know i can sew it back together, but it's not the same.....:(

i just read meg523's  blog.... i just realized what i wanted to do with my life yesterday!!!! i have been going to college thinking i wanted to do something like school psychology or something like that, but as i thought about it more i realized that i wanted to go into the medical field. i mean those people make money and it is such a high demand field. i am with the man of my dreams, and we are planning to get married, i just don't know when yet..... he is the one that i want to grow old with, have children with, it is NEVER a dull moment with him. i don't think we will ever know exactly what our life has instore for us, but we have to live for today and plan for the future. i don't know where i will be in 5 years, but i do know that i will be with my love and have a good paying job, and look back and tell myself that i made it even though my parents never thought i would. life is yours and u live it the way u want. u should treasure the moments u have. i mean i know im not the best looking thing in the world, i don't know what my man sees in me, but i never want to know what it would be like if he was gone. he makes me feel good. he boosts my self esteem and that is an awesome thing to have. even when i feel like a complete dirty bitch, he still thinks im sexy. and he makes me feel sexy when we are together. that is life and we should all hang on for the ride.......

            next stop... life the never ending story:)

man, today felt like it was NEVER going to end. i woke up TRIED to get a little nice looking for my pictures that i added to my album.... take peek and let me know what u think...lol.... i am all ears and don't hold back... i know i am opening myself up to horrible things but oh well... lol.... i worked what seemed like a week and a day... then i went to class and took the easiest test... and now im home...... waiting....... and waiting...... for my man to wake up and i want to "do stuff" i was in class for almost 2 hours and all i think about was sex.. it was horrible!! i couldn't wait to get home and when i did, there he was sleeping...... i went to him and he looked like he didn't feel good, and he had a fever:( so i guess i have to wait until he gets up and see how he feels..... he can' t leave me feeling horny all night can he??? well he better not. red heads aren't fun to be around when they're mad or irritable... or however u spell it. well i will be on for awhile.. drop me a comment when u want, or if u want..... for now i will be sitting here with the look of " let's get it on" on my face....lol......

hey everyone,

i just edited my pictures and i added a lot of new ones. take a peek;) on my way to class. wil write more interesting stuff later.. lol...

i know i already wrote like a hour ago... but have u ever felt sexy?? even when u are just wearing some ol' night gown and aren't looking ur best? i know i am right now.. it's all because my man is so wonderful to me!!!!! i can't wait until we "go at it"...... i will just sit here and wait til he is home....... :)  

               im to sexy for my shirt........ LOL

nothing to exciting happened to me today. just trying to get back into the swing of things after the weekend.  i tried taking some pictures to put in my photos, but as u can see, they didn't turn out to well. im not very photogenic...lol..... i am going to try again tomorrow and see if i have better luck!!! i went to golden corral for dinner, and one of the guys i went to school with works there. i see him there now and again, but everytime he sees me he calls me Amy. that is not my name. i find it so funny that he calls me that. i don't want to say anything to him because i don't want him to feel bad. he has called me that every time he has seen me since we have graduated and that was almost 4 years ago. lol. i find it funny. i got home, lit candles and took a bubble bath with cocoa bubble bath!!!! i was in Heaven!!!! now im eating dinner trying to sound a bit amusing, but i might just sound like im babbling. well, tomorrow is another day, full of surprises and hopefully some cute pics to put in my photo album:) wish me luck:) LOL.....

i wonder a lot!! i mean a lot. u ever wonder why we are the people we are, why we act the way we do??? i know i think about how life would be if i did things differently. i know we start off as these cute. adorable babies who want our parents and their love. then we grow up and become teenagers and can't wait to get out of the house and grow up.... after we do become what we think are mature adults we then realize childhood wasn't so  bad. we then long for our parents attention. we think that we know what is best for us but only God knows what is. i never know what the next day may bring, but i know that i have the love of my life living it day by day with me!! he is always there to support me and he is my reason for living!! everyday i thank God for giving me someone so special!! that is the one thing i don't want to lose, and i don't want to know how my life would be without him!! all i know is that it would be lonely and incomplete!! i love you baby.....

                              love your jenny gump

today i went to my bestfriend's granpa's veiwing. he passed away last thursday and will be truly missed. there were so many people there remembering the wonderful times they had with him. he was the "fix it" man. whatever the problem, he could fix it. i just wanted to write to say that i hope that everyone will remember the good times and to say we will miss u Rex!!! u were one of a kind!!!! death is a scary thing to think about, but this past week it has happened to so many people around me. i also want to make a comment on Jamie also. she was a senior at one of the local high schools who passed away last week also from encephilidas. i think that is how u spell it. she was loved by everyone. a beautiful girl who was very athletic and loved her friends. u will always be remembered and loved..... to Rex and Jamie!!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!!!

man am i glad it's friday. i just want to say hello and that this is my first "blog" if i ever get to boring just let me know and i will try to spice it up a bit:) lol well today was a horrible friday and i am glad the weekend is almost here. i can't wait to catch up on my sleep. hopefully tomorrow will be filled with happiness and love! lol